Give yourself time to mourn. Use these printable God-inspired uplifting poems on the Heaven's Roll Call website along with the Christian Bible verses and scripture suggestions to give you comfort. It does get better over time. The pain doesn't go away completely after the death of a parent or any loved one, but you will learn to tuck it away so the pain doesn't surface as often. No matter what - keep looking up. You will see your mom or dad in heaven one day, but for now why not live your life to make them proud of you. Show others everything that your parents taught you.